Has anything ACTUALLY changed from 6 weeks ago? Honestly? Is there something you were allowed to do while engaged that you're not now? Or is it just a feeling of lack of freedom.. or the possibility of lack of freedom sometime down the road?
I ask b/c I did the same thing and came to realize that no, nothing had changed except my mindset. I think there was a little bit of panic, hey, I'm actually married! Not just talking about it, not just planning it, but I actually signed my name on the dotted line and will be with this one person for the rest of my life. (And wow, how wonderful! :-) )

I think it took me a good couple of months for it to settle in. It was after I finally got my name changed on everything and after we had our first holiday as a married couple. Then I realized that we still did the same things together and the same things apart, we still had the same bills and the same paychecks, he was still my best friend and my lover... and I was still making the decision to be with him everyday I woke up. Getting married was a statement of intention, it's obviously not set in stone no matter how much I believe our marriage will last. Does that make any sense?

I guess I just mean to say, that there is no ball and chain. You are still your own person, free to do what you will! You just get to do it all with your best friend by your side. :-)